Tonight I stand on a precipice.
My toes are curled on the edge. I'm not sure if they are doing that to provide better leverage and propulsion for my leap tomorrow or if they are trying as hard as little piggies can to grip tight to the comfortable and the safe.
Probably both.
I wish there was a way to project my emotions onto a screen so I could watch them. Analyzing is so much easier from a distance. I could see each thread and follow it back to the source. It would be brilliant.
Instead I blog. And worry. And fret. And... Pinterest?
It's the end of an era. It's the start of a new life.
Are we sure this is happening tomorrow? Like... SURE sure? Cuz... I mean... maybe it's not?
no... the paperwork says tomorrow.
I... am... so scared. But I think I'll be okay.
Today I stumbled on this quote and it resonated... so I shall leave you with it.
"When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be." ~ Lao Tzu ~
Love you,
Mamy
Lots of love to you, Mamy. Let us know how everything goes, sending good vibes to you and the doctors that everything goes smoothly! *hug*
ReplyDeleteThis made me cry!! I love you friend. It's a new chapter and it will be beautiful! xoxo
ReplyDeleteGood luck today Ames! You are in our thoughts and prayers as you embark on your new journey. We love you!
ReplyDeleteThis is a good thing! Even if it does scare the crap out of you. Wait a minute - that was probably the bowel prep! ;) Love you very much!
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